6/9/08

I am Jack's Ferris Bueller's Day Off

Today was the best day ever. SmoothieBoy and I decided last week to go to Seattle. So, we did. We kidnapped Preggo and took her along too. We went up to the Woodland Park Zoo and spent time in the rain with the animals. Then we made it to Ivar's. I've missed Ivar's. Mmmmm. After Ivar's we drove down to Pike Place Market and walked down to the waterfront. We gandered at Ye Ol' Curiosity Shoppe then headed back home. All and all, we had an amazing day. ^_^ I heart SmoothieBoy. We had such a blast.

I'm exhausted. I'll probably have more coherent things to write tomorrow.

Goodnight

6/7/08

I am Jack's longing for a religion..

I named my car today. My car's name is Shelby. The name came to me when I was trying to figure out how to explain what I saw to L-Word. I saw Shelby's doppleganger. It pulled out behind me and behind Amber's doppleganger. [Amber is L-Word's old car.] And the name Shelby just came to me. ^_^

L-Word came and had lunch with me today.. and SmoothieBoy is about 20 minutes shy of getting off work.. SmoothieBoy and I are planning on going up to Seattle on Monday.

1AM::

SmoothieBoy just drove up.. What a goof ball.

I got my wallet back!! It came in the mail today. It was the weirdest thing ever going through it. My social security card, my driver's permit, my high school ID card, money, pictures of my boyfriend 3 years ago. It was an insane trip down memory lane.

6/6/08

I am Jack's cold-chill induced goosebumps..

Work makes me sad. But coming home to have a grilled cheese sandwich was nice. Comfort food. yuck.

Starting now, I am going to do a weekly weight-loss blog. Maybe I'll start a blog entry on Monday and add to it throughout the week. I need to make this change. I cannot live like this any longer.

I think The Mother and I are going to try to do something like this blog where we each take one picture a day. I'm excited. I really like the blog.

I am Jack's addictive personality..

I love Oreos... By looking at me most people wouldn't find that hard to believe. In fact, my love of oreos and other unhealthy foods is the greater reason I am the way that I currently am. When BioDad and AdoptedDad left, and didn't want me anymore, Oreos comforted me. I sought comfort in food. And it helped me to build padding around me to protect me from the outside world.

I took my Math test today. There were only two problems that I couldn't answer fully. One I got 2/3 answered, the other I started it but couldn't get farther than that. I omitted the latter.

Oh yeah.. Oprah had fat people that lost lots of weight on her show.. *watches*

I have to go to work now. >.< Ugh.. Why me?

6/5/08

I am Jack's fried nerves...

I have something to confess: [I sing while driving. There, I said it. I'm guilty as charged. I love blaring my radio, rolling the windows down, and screaming {sometimes even dancing} along to songs I love.] I'm okay with the fact that people may witness my singing and chuckle. Hell, I laugh my ass off when I see others singing in their cars. After I finish laughing, I crank up the tunes, and join my fellow car-eoke singers. =}

I don't know what it is about work, but I hate work. I am the most depressing person when I'm about to go to work. I'm happy with customers around. I always try and smile and make their days better, while all the while going to the back cursing my life and why I'm so miserable. I wish I could be the bubbly, happy person the customers see all day everyday. But I'm not.

I have to study for my math test that I have in the morning. I've missed all but one of the five lessons we'll be tested on tomorrow. Go me!! I'm pretty sure copying down her notes, and reading through the chapter with the notes will help me study. =} I'm such a slacker =..{

Yay.. An hour later, I'm studied up for my test. Now I'm going to go to sleep so I can rock this test while missing the entire week of class leading up to it. [go me!!]

Goodnight... and Good Luck..



Melodies in my mind::
[1] ..First Day Of My Life by Bright Eyes..
[2] ..Twin Cinema by The New Pornographers.. {skip}
[3] ..Dance, Dance by Fall Out Boy..
[4] ..Talking Like Turnstiles by Death Cab for Cutie..
[5] ..Losing My Religion by REM..
[6] ..Stable Song by Death Cab for Cutie..
[7] ..Pump by The B-52s..
[8] ..{I failed and missed it}
[9] ..The Bleeding Heart Show by The New Pornographers..
[10] ..Build God, Then We'll Talk by Panic! At the Disco..
[11] ..Basket Case by Green Day..
[12] ..Crooked Teeth by Death Cab for Cutie..
[13] ..Good Riddance by Green Day..
[14] ..I Have Friends In Holy Spaces by Panic! At the Disco..
[15] ..Love Shack by The B-52s..
[16] ..The Ice Is Getting Thinner by Death Cab for Cutie..
[17] ..Hate (I Really Don't Like You) by Plain White T's..
[18] ..Talking Bird by Death Cab for Cutie..
[19] ..Mad As Rabbits by Panic! At the Disco..
[20] ..