Electric Version

L-word's back to play ROCKBAND.. I'm all rocked out.. not to mention it reminds me of what happened with The Reaper today.. still not sure how I'm feeling about it. I'm more concerned with SmoothieBoy. Unfortunately for me, SmoothieBoy has my heart, even though we could never be together.

$417.75 is the amount of money I need to make in the next 3 paychecks to pay for summer quarter because I'm not going to pass English. I just computed my grade, and even with 100% on everything I have left to turn in, I cannot pass. Maybe I'll just fake it. Pretend to everyone in my family that I passed, then secretly attend classes during summer quarter so that by the time they are asking to see my Diploma in the mail, it'll be a few weeks late. Yikes. I am so sick of my life lately.

Can't I just end it? Answer: No.

I've been immersing myself in art lately. I really like this girl's art. I envy her. The Mother bought me her cute print of a girl and her porcupine selling cupcakes, because of my dream to open a cupcake shoppe. I went to Freddie's and bought a nice black frame to put it in. Now I just need to stab a hole in my wall with a nail to hang it up. I always feel bad stabbing holes into my walls; what if, one day, they bled as I punched yet another hole.

I just took a blog break to help L-word beat "Enter Sandman" on ROCKBAND, which, let me tell you, is a hard feat to pursue when you are tired enough to envision walls bleeding from nail holes. I think I shall get a new frame tomorrow to put my picture of Katelyn Fiona. Aww I found a picture from when she was a baby puppy....:



She was so adorable..

I'm trying to see if SmoothieBoy is going to come over after work. If not, I'll go to bed A LOT sooner. I'm also trying to contemplate whether or not I want to go to math class tomorrow morning. She advertised an in-class project worth bonus points that is sounding quite tempting. I'll probably try to make it. If I can get up. =/ SmoothieBoy's coming over.. which means I have to stay awake for at least another 45 minutes until he gets here. Luckily I have L-word to keep me awake. I don't know if I can make it though. I'm so le tired.

Why am I such a loser...? Answer: I have no clue. This is probably the most depressing blog to read. I get depressed when I'm tired.. Not to mention I'm coming down from my.....::converse::..... high. -.-

A New Beginning

So yesterday, I drove out to Anderson Island to visit my aunt, Preggo. I took a bunch of cool photos while on the ferry. It's so pretty out there. I helped her clean the house, we only got the kitchen and part of the downstairs bathroom done though. There was a lot to do. = [

Today, I skipped class again. Then L-word came over. We went and got some Don's and while we were there SmoothieBoy called and told me he was at my house petting my kitty cat Jackamo. L-word and I hurried home and updated our myspaces with SmoothieBoy. SmoothieBoy left for work, L-word and I went upstairs to the Pit Of Dispair [POD] and played RockBand. Then she left shortly afterwards to go to work. Leaving me to blog.

I cannot wait to tell Udono about my blog. ^_^ I'm worried about passing English this quarter. Seeing as how I have around 200 out of 1000 points with only 300 or so points available for me, if I get 100% on them. Everyone will be so disappointed in me. Not that I haven't been getting used to that. But all of this disappointment is disheartening. Not to mention how hard it brings me down. Knowing that I'll have to take English 102 three times just like English 101. And if I have to take it summer quarter, there goes $300-$400 towards the road trip in August. And if I am taking it over summer quarter, it might mess with the road trip planning.

I'm so excited to get this blog rolling. I've been reading a bunch of other blogs and I decided I would finally jump in. Yay!