Today I am thankful for the fact that I don't have to work right now. Pile by pile I am making my way through the chaos that is my room. Nesting, and cleaning, preparing for my soon-to-be exhausting days of motherhood. Every day I hope that whatever guiding forces watch over me, help me to be the productive person I hope to be after Kennedy joins me. Being bogged down by all of the negativity and doubt people around me target towards me makes me want to fight even harder to prove them wrong. That I will be a better mom than them, AND get everything I want accomplished. The more they doubt, the more they laugh and attribute my goals to naiveté, the more motivated I become to be the person I want to be and to laugh in THEIR faces.
